Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Monday, March 26, 2007

Typical jobless day. I am sick of it! I think this industry is saturated with lots of relief teachers, more and more people are switching to this line. Can't believe I actually turned down 2 offers yesterdae. I am full of regrets now.

Last Sun, I went out with BingHe and Zhenghui to sentosa to see the last sight of the old sentosa which had been part of our memories. Initially, BingHe told me 5 people were going but in the end onli 3 of us. Nvm (guyz party then). We went to rent bicycles which costed around $12.50 for 2 hours per person. It was damn ex. We cycled through the remoted trails which appeared to be abandoned. It was cooling and thrilling when we glided down the steep slope cutting the wind blowing in opposite direction. This was also where i got my toes bloodied. when I was cycling down the steep slope a beam of light shore right onto my face. In a split second, i found myself losing control of my bike which was going to crash. My reflexes caused me to use my toe as a stopper to prevent serious damage. So, this was how i ended up injuring my toe.

At around 1800+ we went to reserve seats for the 2nd last musical fountain. Despite the same old stuff , we were enjoying ourselves taking videos of the whole show. After the show ended, we were famished. We went to Kou Fu at the beach but most of the shops had already closed. The whole place was engulfed by frightening silent. The dim light helped to build up the eerie atmosphere. Perhaps it was not school holidays that's why shops closed very early bah. Anyway, I feel that sentosa realli need an extreme makeover. I am realli looking forward for the new and improved version. Goodbye musical fountain and visitor centre. Time for new changes!

he told the story ... 9:28 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

What a tiring day! Woke up at 7 in the morning when sun wasn't even shining at this part of hemisphere. It was all my brother's teacher fault. The msg for him to report to sch for leadership training was not accurate. Then, we had to travel all the way to his school before turning to Vivo for my dad's company movie day.Damn. I didn't have enough sleep because of that. I had to rush with breakfast, bathing and styling of hair in 30 mins. OMG. My usual timimg to "doll" up myself is around 45 mins.
When we reached vivo, there were already some "Beanie" fans there. Then, we exchanged the coupons for popcorns and drinks. We proceeded to 2nd level of the cinema for lucky draw. Looking at packs of Mr Bean's Teddy for lucky dip, I felt a sense of euphoria. My dad bought 6 tickets, so chances of winning should be higher. Initially, I thought that I should hav at least 1 teddy as a consolation for being so early; however we did not even win one. SHit lah...What a disappointment.
Okay, winning wasn't important. The main event was undoubtedly "Mr Bean's holiday". It was extremely hilarious and lame. That was the thing that changed the mood totally. I can't imagine someone getting his tie stuck in the sandwich machine. Becoz of tat he missed his train to Cannes in France. The best part was Mr Bean acting soap Opera to earn some bucks while making his way to Cannes with the boy. The whole cinema was filled with laughter. In the end Mr Bean managed to get to Cannes. Oh ya SaBean-Bean...
Then, after the movie I bidded farewell to my family and went to meet out with my old clique. FINALLY, I can get to see them again. I miss them big time. I really can't imagine my time in JJ without this foursome clique(WenHan, Robert, Deanic and ME). We crapped and hanged around juz like the old days. We also discussed about what route to take in the future. We went all around vivo including Barcelona shop, Kopitiam and LJS. I got them to take a few snapshots but Deanic inisisted that he was not photogenic. In the end, I only managed to get WH and Robby with me in the picture. While a I took a snapshot at deanic when he didn't notice. Then, Wen Han suggested that we go for an ice cream treat. GUess what I saw my student with his family at Mac. I forgot what was his name opps. We dropped the idea of ice cream as we couldn't get any seat. We took 963 bus. WenHan and Robert proceeded to meet his friend at bukit timah area. While Dean and I went home. It was a sweet reunion. Absolutely fantastic.
Oh ya for the England versus Israel match later, I hope that Ben Sahar can score for Israel. Yet I want England to win the match via scoring a winner by lampard. I am a die-hard chelsea fan. Chelsea quadruple dream lives on.

he told the story ... 3:00 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Things aren't the same after i left DZ. Sky is overcast right now. It seems tat I have yet to find my sunny days. Listening to Rain's song"In my bed" right now. Without the youthful, dynamic, cheerful and easy-going students, I feel that something is missing from my life. Songs from Tank reminds me of SAndy and her clique, while songs from Fahrenheit reminds me of Supan and her clique. The bond between my students and I really transcend through the universe. Although without their presence, I can still continue to live but right now I feel empty. I guess the emptiness in my heart can never be replaced. Everywhere I go, images of the past floats around me. I am so helpless now.I am shackled chains of misery.Through the busy streets, I am abandoned and isolated at a corner. Although going on outings can help me to ease the pain, it just can't solve the problem. Can anyone notice the tears behind those smiles. I realli dun noe and dun care. My melancholy is drowned in the euphoric atmosphere. Many people warned me not to draw any strings and just do it for the sake of money but from day 1 I know this isn't gonna happen to me. Perhaps I am responsible for trapping in the abyss of darkness but I am not going to regret a single thing I do. If everything happens again in 1 million years later, I will still choose the current path. I do things with passion and feelings. Seriously, I give no damn shit about how much I earn and how people judge me. I just wanna be myself and enjoy things I do. Is that wrong?

he told the story ... 4:47 PM

Life is like a drama which is full of uncertainty. I can truly experience that through my dramatic holidays. I guess mine is the most electricfying and jaw-dropping one so far. If you think that life is always mundane then perhaps you need to look out for some impromtu incidents that can spice up your life.
On saturday, i went out wif pan pan, cherry aka cheryl and her sis to vivo. It was my first time talking to cheryl's sis. We waited for the taxi for around half an hour. It was so irritating. We were like walking all around in some remoted area searching for the "rare" taxi. Then, after we reached vivo, we went to watch Happy Never After. the movie was kinda boring haha i fell asleep during some part of the movie. However, it was the interaction and company that created such fun and enjoyment.
On mon, i met out with Elaine, Mami and Lia at west mall. Mami gave me a farewell gift which turned out to be a green monkey. Cool, I like the cute monkey. This matched my former nick name.Haha, those who dunno then nvm ba. Initially, we thought of watching the primeval but the timing was juz not rite.Then, we hanged around for awhile and left for lot1. LIa got pulled home by her cousin. After awhile, we parted ways and I was left alone. I went to rent the date movie to kill time. BTW, date movie is realli a hilarious show.
On Tues, i met out with Elaine, Lia, Jovita, Wu Ping and Sandy before meeting out with OG27 people. Elaine gave me a doggie for the farewell gift.(Thank you wor) They went there to do some revision and we happened to encounter a parent who we had a great argument a few days ago. Then, everything erupted juz like an active volcano. (*Sorry for anticlimax-I will skip the details). During the heated argument, we got chased by some barbaric, uncivilised hooligans. Lucky, we managed to prevent a fight. After ensuring my students' safety, I went on to join BingHe, YinHao, ZhengHui, Christine, Eunice and Eunica at suntec.
On wednesday, I went to Escape with Lia, Jovita, Xiaomei and Wuping. It was our last official outing before I move on to other things in my life. We had a wonderful experience there. In the end they ganged up to spray me until I was entirely wet. We played almost everything there. Ok that place is really small! Every1 was dizzy after the ride. Overall, it was fun and we enjoyed it. We went to century Square at tampines area to shop and hang around. After all the great time we had together , we bidded an emotional farewell.
On Thurs, I went out with Jolin and Sherval. It had been a few months since i last saw them. Jolin gave me a mystery gift which turned out to be a doggie and a heart warming card. We went to K-box at JE followed by The Haunted School movie. The movie was more of a love story to me rather than a horror one. the ending was lame.
On Sat, it was my brother's birthday. So, we ordered Sakae Sushi delivery to Grandma house to celebrate. Happy birthday wor.Nothing much actually.
On Sun, i went out with Qing Rui and Ling Xing. This was an impromptu outing. Wee Kiat backed out from the meeting due to some cold bug. For lunch, Qingrui dragged us to swesen. He said the environment was much betta e.g music. OMG I wanna go mos burger de lor. Betta environment more ex la. We proceeded to K-box. Yes, you are not seeing double. Twice in a week. My hard-earned money. No la jking. At night i met out with my former secondary school classmates. As expected, Huaian, YeeLong, YuanSheng, Sharon, Benjamin, Jesslyn, Singyi and me. We ate our dinner at pizza hut and went to play pool. I am a noob on pool table but i kept fighting hard.haha

okay, tat's enuff for todae!

he told the story ... 8:05 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Part 3
After leaving for McDonald, i met up with xiao mei and wuping. As we were approaching Mcdonald we saw Shuan yuan and her family. She cut her two cute little tails off. Awww...She must be feeling sad rite now for losing her unique feature tat stands out from the rest. However, it is ok! Hair can grow back quickly. After chatting with her warm and friendly mother, my feelings took another U-turn. It quickly dissolved the unhappiness encountered earlier. She is such a nice person. We procced to the MAc. We slacked there in Mac for awhile. Then, wuping, xiaomei and I left. Wuping went home to collect the gifts for me. Xie xie. The gifts were given frm xiaomei and wuping. WuWuWU! I just opened it.It is a box full of strawberries sweets, chocolates and 2 cards. But what i see is a box full of sincerity and the memories we shared. After tat i went home to prepare for Ah gong birthday celebration.

To conclude i am realli veri thankful to all the students in DZ(elaine, bryn, amirah, sayhindah,zhikai, peter,waiseng, felicia, wu ping, xiaomei, kristal, sandy, DIno, carvin(yea pet choon), ruiyun, cheryl, lia, jovita, supan, jieying, songen, shaqfiq v1 and V2 Fazlee and many many more... cannot name all, sorry abt tat. Hope tat you all can do well for your PSLE. Good luck & take care!

he told the story ... 6:04 AM

Part 2
After taking photos with the soccer boys, I decided to grant my students the last wish- allow them to do anything in computer lab. That was perhaps the last things i can do for them. Then, i marked the last CA paper and journal while waiting for the P6 students for their math trail to end. The emptiness continue to dwell in my heart.

Their maths trail ended, I took photos with Kristal and Pin Yi. Kristal must smile ok? Xiao gong zu crying not nice de wor. My clique Elaine, Ruiyun and Mami were at the mac there waiting for me while Sandy and Jovita went to the prime supermarket to buy the last gift to me. Before i left, i took a good look at the school. The school seems to be so majestic despite the old structure. It is the place where the seeds of luv were germinated. It is the place where genuine laughter and vibrant exist. It is the place that i luv. It is the place where dreams come alive. Yet, it is a place in which darkness was disguise in the veneer of light. Hypocracy started to pollute this heavenly place. Maybe this darkness existed long ago but its truth form can no longer be concealed. Good will always triumph evil.

Let's continue... Then before i stepped out of the school Lia gave me a bear full of her perfume smell( At this moment my room is full of her perfume smell wahahaha). Then we walked through the market to look for Jovi and Sand. Something horrendous happened. The rest should not be told to protect the rights of the wrong doer and innocent party.To be continued...

he told the story ... 5:18 AM

Friday, March 9, 2007

Part1
Today is indeed an emotion rollar coaster. First of all happy birthday Ah Gong! Early in the morning i was being volunteered by other teachers to lead to mass exercise. I was euphoric then. In a new predator addidas jersey tat i bought yesterdae, everythings seems to be cool and fine. Then during my social studies period with 6/1 i brought them out for PE. Ironically, that was my first time and the last time.
Then came the bad news! MingWei told me tat some teacher told her today was our last day, my mind went blank for an instant dunno what to do. Actually i alreadi expected such things to happen after what happened to Alice 1 week ago. However, i juz can't controlled my tears. Ok This is the third time i cried over a gp of people. !st was OG 16 then OG 27 but this time it was a massive group of people- MY DEAR STUDENTS. I bided farewell to 5/1 , 5/2 and the juniors soccer boys(sorri i cant accompany u all today) in canteen. Then to 6/3, 6/2 , 6/1 and finally my beloved 4/3(They did an amazing job with their CA and defeated their 4/2 rival class* so proud of them despite their mischief character). But i never expected so many people to cry for me, realli sorri tat i hav to go it was the school decision. Most of the students cried haiz it was my fault i should hav left quietly. I was also veri emotional at the instant. I think we can flood the whole school with the tears of luv and friendship. Amirah, xueting, sayhindah, soccer boys , kristal and all my great students, be strong and dun be sad. smile(xiao xiao). After school i met some of my students in the canteen. I can feel the emptiness in my heart. Haiz. I brought ard 50 students to mac for sundaes but it seems tat the sun had been blocked by the overcast sky. On the way to mac i received lots of present from shaqfiq, jieying, supan, cheryl and many more(sorri tat i did not mention ur name ). These present include cards, notebks, choc, wristbands, photos and alot more. I am veri grateful to each and every students i noe, taught, played and supoorted. After returning bac i took a few photos wif the soccer guys and others.To be continued...

he told the story ... 8:13 AM